Sometimes it's hard to be strong and silent when your fighting your own battle! Sometimes you need to breakdown and let out the storm raging inside of you. At least that's what people say! Right?
They say let it out and talk about your struggles. Get the burden off your chest so you can breath again. Well today I made that mistake! I let the storm win. I released my feelings and emotions!
In the end all it did was cause more pain, a sense of loss, and I hurt those around me. Why do I do this to myself. I try to be the outgoing, happy person all the time, but sometimes my emotions get the best of me. And before I can even think, BOOM! It's to late and the explosion already happened.
It's hard to stop and analyze your emotions before you speak, especially when your feelings have been building and building for too long. *sigh*
I know I can handle my burdens. I know I'm not that stressed. I love being happy and I choose to be happy! So why today? Why did I breakdown today? What was the catslyst? I wish I knew!
But lessons can only be learned from this today! Sometimes it might be better to struggle in silence and alone. At least that way no one else gets hurt along with you!
I am stronger than this and I can handle my emotions better than this! It may be hard but it can be done! Mind over matter right?
Well my heart may be bleeding but my mind knows that I can and will overcome all the negative and let the positive continue to shine!
Life is hard! But it's so worth living it to the fullest!
There, my self pep-talk did me some good!
Hopefully it will help someone else.
If you feel like your struggling alone. Know that your not! We all have our own battles! And we can all conquer them and win even if the storm within is raging!
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